The Nursing Home

I live...in case anyone was wondering. :) I haven't had to help anyone have a baby. Instead I spend my days changing bed pans and wiping drool off the resident pregnant lady...lol. She is really going to appreciate this post:P I crack myself up...hahaha Anyway. B and I wrestle and fight and he keeps me (and the other 2) quite busy. Mom Cat flies in tomorrow. That should be refreshing, after she showers of course:) Man I am on one. Matt is good. Still in Vegas. Not sure where he is going after this...maybe to find a new job. Never know what's going on with him. Other than that...we are here...waiting...and waiting...and waiting some more for little Miss ray of sunshine to come screaming into the world. Feel free to call me. My schedule isn't very full:) Till then,

Meg

No bueno

So Matt and I say goodbye to our baby today. I went and had an ultrasound....again...and there was definately no heartbeat. Very heartbreaking. I'm just trying to find comfort in my belief that everything happens for a reason. As comforting as that can be sometimes, it is a struggle to remember when something I've wanted for so long isn't meant to be at this point. And not having Matt around.....really SUCKS! So anyway. Everything else is well. Matt is pretty sure he will be going to Branson,MO within the next week or so. I head off to help my very pregnant sister in law push hers out....:) So at least I'll sorta get a baby fix. That and my neighbor is due in October.....so really...I guess I will have plenty of sweet smelling babies to pretend are my own:) But I'm tired. So till next time,

Meg

A...son?

Lol...so I'm not sure it should be ok for me to be completely alone with B all the time...more for his sake than mine:) As you can see by this picture...he is imitating me pretty much down to a T...except I don't wear diapers. But I used too:) That is a sports bra...just so no one thinks it's naughty lingerie...lol. And then, well...I decided to put pig tails in his hair because Matt and I haven't cut it, so it's quite long. B thought it was pretty neat too:) Haha...here he is with cute pigtails..only they are on top of his head and not the sides. Too cute I think. And this is a cute towet thingy my mom sent him. And it's big so we can use it next year too! Anyway. That's about it. I'm watching the neighbor kid till next Thursday. Yay. 1130 doesn't come early enough most days...but what else do I have to do I guess? So till then,

Meg

Saying bye

Well I just saw my husband off to Vegas. It was a crying moment but you all know me and that my tear ducts only work on very rare occasions. So alas...I wasn't able to break down and give my husband a glimpse of how much I am really going to miss him. B is really going to miss him too, but he doesn't quite verbalize those emotions yet so I'm sure it's going to be a tough few weeks. But anyway. I'm sure we will stay busy, or just try really hard:) B and I leave for SC on the 22nd. I will just miss Matt's return on the 29th. Crappy timing:) And I'm not even sure if he will be home when I get home because there is talk of him going to Branson,MO. So really, I don't know when I'll see my husband again. What a sad thought. OK. Enough. I don't feel the greatest and just wanted to write a quick one so that you all know I haven't died. And Molly is my new sleeping partner...lucky me:) So till then,

Meg

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