I find myself wondering why I started writing on this stupid blog again when facebook is much more appealing to me. I don't feel competition of pressure from it. Lol. Jen and I quit writing on here roughly the same time. Me, because I didn't have the "following" that is wanted from blogging in the blogworld. Jen did...and I had a big inner struggle with why she actually has this following, and I think I still struggle, but I know its retarded. I think she stopped because,partly, of the struggle I was having. She tries to make nice with me because most of the time she is a nice person;) And she knew that I was being psycho:P
But here we are again. I moved up to Alaska and thought I would start writing again to keep those, who wanted to know, up with what's going on; and I find myself hating it. I'm boring. I'm not a creative writer in the least. I sucked at in school and it still burdens me. And I look at hers and even Stacie's blog and they write in a way that grabs your attention. And it bothers me! lol. So what do I do? Continue to write the mundane things that are going on around me? Try to make them seem more exciting? Or maybe I still need to work on getting my head out of my butt?